More of today...
After the book I wrote earlier I probably shouldn't have anything else to say. I really don't, but I'm finding myself sitting here unable to focus on the book I'm reading, the tv shows I've TiVo'd or even reading some of my favorite websites. My wonderful husband should be landing about now and I really just want him to hurry home. It's really strange, I guess.... I mean, Ryan always (ALWAYS!!!!) sleeps with me when Craig is gone but I find myself watching her sleep rather than getting some sleep myself. I've always loved checking on the kids at night when they're totally at peace. But I don't really sleep... really rest, until I can lay in my bed and hear his heart beat. Maybe I'm crazy, but I just want him here. Now. With me. Always. How did I get this lucky?