Good Night
Ok, so I'm not sure what the hell is wrong. First, let me say this; before I got hurt I had a normal life. I got out of bed in the morning, got the kids up and out, went to work, came home and dealt with the house and then went to bed at night. It wasnt until recently... VERY recently, that I started realizing that I did almost nothing during the day. (it had been going on since I got hurt in 2000, I just didn't realize how little I actually did) I had hurt my back pretty badly and things just went downhill pretty fast. But the last several months I've been really been feeling better... even excercising. Until yesterday.
I bitched at everyone in the house. I even yelled at everyone. I just felt like someone was turning a crank in the muscles of my neck and back. Then, I had a terrible night. I had nightmares all night. I'm exhausted. So today, for the first time in a long time, I'm going back to bed.