I Am Not That Person...
who used xanax to control my panic disorders anymore. I SO learned to deal with it. But this weekend was so beyond stressful, worse than anything I've ever encountered, that it was easy to take one last night (with my ambien CR12.5) and my neurontin that quite honesly I wasn't sure I would wake up. I'm glad I DID, but not long after taking the first one last night (the big ass WHITE strong ones, not the little blur or orange ones) I got scared I may have put my life in jeopary. Not my idea of a good one. But it worked so I did it again this weekend and I'll do it again to night, just to get some sleep. I haven't slept more than two hours each night for almost a week and this may just save me.
Craig babies me and tried to take care of every single detail inthe house when I'm like this.
So, may post has flown out the window. I dont' remember what it was. I'm just glad my brain function was to get this far. Maybe I'll remember the rest of it, if there even was such, later