Somebody Help Him, PLEASE!
Good God! What the FUCK is Sanjaya thinking? Is this his way of making SURE he gets the boot this week? Whatever caused it, it needs to be rectified NOW.
Ryan was able to jump today in track practice. It's the first time she's jumped in two weeks because she sprained her ankle during basketball practice so we weren't sure she'd be able to since it's her "jump" foot (the one she takes off from). I don't know that she'll do well this weekend even though this is her home track meet. She jumped 5'8 last year and won this meet but I don't think she'll do it this year, to be honest. Maybe I should think more positive but I'm just being realistic about it... I think. She has Texas Relays next weekend so she's really wanting her ankle to hold up for at LEAST that long because she's been trying to get there for 3 years.
Kyra has a choir constest Thursday and she thinks she'll do well. She was crushed last year when she only finished middle of the pack. I feel so bad for her. She's being picked on at school AGAIN, so I guess I'm going to go up there tomorrow. It's never ending. She's just SO awkward and to be honest she's a little strange, but she's got a heart of gold. She says things that are so out of place and she always seems like a square peg trying to fit into a round hole. I don't know if it's the cerebral palsey or what but the kids find weaknesses SO fast and they've definitely found hers. I think life for her will be so much better after Ryan is off at college. I say that all the time, but its so true.
Austin is still just being Austin. I feel sort of bad for him too right now, but not for the same type of reasons. He's got a new girlfriend who is SO cute! He really seems to like her alot and he's back to changing clothes 2 or 3 times before he leaves and gelling his hair. He keeps his hair really short so I'm not sure why he thinks he needs it but it does look cute. (He even got his eyebrows waxed the other day!!)
Craig's in New Orleans today and heads to Baton Rouge tomorrow. He sounded exhausted when I talked to him just a little bit ago but he LOVES what he does and he gets SO much out of it. He's getting to be a caddy at the Colonial Golf Tournament's Pro Am in May, and he's totally excited about it. I thought it seemed a little cheesey but he said it's a big deal, so what do I know? I hate golf, I really do. But he loves it so... yeah, he loves it. He's back to playing every week again and he's really happy about that. I support him because it makes him happy, but other than that I could care less. It may sound shitty, but I don't mean it that way.
He's been sending me such sweet messages during the day for the last couple of weeks. Its just really nice to get stuff like that. I'm not big on flowers, except for every once in a while. It just doesn't do anything for me. A couple of times a year is more than enough and if he's going to do it I don't care for them unless they're my favorite. He never forgets. He says he can tell what type of mood I'm in by what music I'm listening to. He isn't THAT easy to read, but his eyes give everything away. I love his eyes. Love, love, LOVE them. And him. I'm a very lucky girl.
And that's it for now. I'm really tired and I have a pain in my right side. I don't know if that's any indication about how high (or hopefully low) my liver enzymes are or not, but I'm hoping for "not." I have to have a blood test either tomorrow or Friday because I go back to the doctor Wednesday (???) for the first time since I got out of the hospital. Not really excited about it at all. I also have an appt with my pain management doc for the same day for another round of epidural injections. Oh Joy!