He Gets Me
The last few weeks I've been wondering what has brought about such a feeling of calm in me. Even when things have been bearing down on me I don't seem lately to feel the generalized panic that I'm known for. I've always known that Craig and I have a special relationship, even when it was just as friends. But it seems that as the years go on it truly does just keep getting better.
It hasn't always been a cake walk. The first few years were the easiest thing I'd ever done in my life but then the kids got older and it's never easy when you have to deal with other parents. (Thinkgs are great now though) But somehow, as we've gotten into our 7th year I still look forward to seeing his car in the driveway or my cell phone ringing during the day. Anytime I go all day without talking to him, something is surely wrong.
I wish I could find some way to give him back a little of what he has given me. My life would surely be incomplete without him.