Today was hard. I hate days when I have to say goodbye to DeMarcus... it's just so painful. I can't describe it. It has to be done, but that doesn't mean I have to like it.
The pain is evident with him as well. I always cry... always. This time I kept most of it in check because he hates it when we cry. Ryan did ok until she saw me crying then she let the tears go rolling down her cheeks.
So for right now my heart is heavy. He starts track season in two weeks (he's a high jumper at Oral Roberts Univ) so we probably won't see him until April. That sucks.