KG's Hideaway

Ok, so tomorrow night I'm playing softball with Craig's company team. I've been nervous because I haven't played since I hurt my back... about 6 years ago or so. But I took Craig to lunch today and he starts telling me how he's told everyone at work how good I am. Am? Was.

He's been telling them about the scholarships I walked away from (to get married- what a Dumbass!) and how, when I moved to California the men on his men's team wanted me to play on their team. He goes into this whole THING about me playing and I was ready to choke him right in the middle of Pei Wei. What is he thinking???? I just hope I don't embarass myself.

I don't care how good I was I'm more interested in not making an ass of myself, but I never counted on him telling anyone about how serious I played before. Now, I'm terrified and worried that I'm going to bring about some self fulfilling prophecy. I have very little confidence no matter how good I was. This is terrible. Now, it's all I can think about.

I swear I'm going to choke him.