KG's Hideaway

I've been woken up at least 3 times during the night by the dogs or by my tooth ache and I'm pissed off. The last time I got up I had just stepped out of bed when Craig's alarm went off for him to get up for his golf tournament so that wasn't so bad. I never wake up when he's leaving so I think he thought I was getting up for him and it made him happy. I scored some bonus points there.

Last night was miserable with Ryan. She has been a royal bitchy pain in the ass lately. She reminds me of my sister when she was that age. Just totally impossible to deal with. It's actually kind of funny because she got into the argument with me but she's mad at Craig. Makes no sense at all. Hell, even Austin told her she was jacked up but that only pissed her off more. She lost the phone and all rights to go anywhere last night. We'll see how she acts today.

So Tuesday I hit the big 4-0. I thought it would bother me but it doesn't. I could care less. I don't feel older. I still feel like I'm 25 on the inside it's just my body that isn't cooperating. Speaking of my body...

This is so random, but anyway... when I woke up this morning I was craving oatmeal. Country oatmeal. You know, where you melt the butter in it as soon as it's cooked, then add sugar and milk? Omg it was so good. But I only added a little sugar this time because I'm starting a new diet with Craig today. He looks so freaking good! He's dropped a serious amount of weight and he looks amazing! I can't believe it. Anyway, now that I've got these steroids streaking through my spinal cord again the pounds are deciding to join whatever club they think I'm in. Can't do this again so I'm cutting back on everything and starting a serious exercise program even though it's against doctors orders for my back.

So now that Craig has left I'm headed back to bed for a nap. Later!