KG's Hideaway

It's 2:54 am and I'm awake. I hope this isn't a trend starting again. I took my medicine just a few minutes ago and I'm hoping it'll kick in soon. I don't really like how it makes me feel but I like being awake less, so the trade off seems fair.

I cooked a country dinner last night in spite of my depression. I'm learning that I've got to do things even when I feel this way, otherwise I'll just become stagnant permenantly again. Cooking that kind of meal was rather soothing and Craig thought it was fun because he certainly never had that in California and he hasn't had it in a while from me.

I wish I knew what triggered these feelings in me. Just when I think I'm getting back on track somthing happens to spin me around again. Poor Craig. He doesn't deserve to be stuck with me.