KG's Hideaway

appears to be shit. I'm tired of shit. It doesn't look too good. I mean, you NEVER find shit (of any kind) and think, "Oh hey, I never thought about doing that with it!" Right? Well, the trainer at the school took took the air cast off of Ryan's leg and proclaimed it to be shit. Great. So, I'd really like the rest of the week to be "shit free" if it can be,k? Mmm k.

On a not so shitty note, Ryan and I got through at the school and headed out for bbq. She cried through most of the meal (made me feel like more shit) but managed to sqeeze in about half of her meal. I filled her prescription for pain meds and now we're about to sleep the rest of the afternoon away. YAY!!!! I love naptime. I figure I earned it this last month, and maybe with Ryan doped up she won't twitch too much. Like that'll happen.

I've gotten where it's hard for me to eat. I don't know what's wrong with my stomach but it started out as me dieting and now it's gotten to the point that I just don't WANT to eat. I managed to eat a piece of bbq chicken at lunch but by the time I got about half way through it (it was just a leg) I couldn't even think about taking another bite. Even taking a sip of my tea took me time to work up to it. It just felt like my stomach would burst. I've lost 22lbs in the past 5 weeks, though so that's pretty good.

Doc's office just called. Not sure if this is good or not, but I think "not"... they're working her in between the doc's surgeries tomorrow at noon. Fabulous.

Craig's surgery is two weeks from Thursday. Yuck, I wouldn't trade ALL 13 of my surgeries combined for the one he's having. He's getting his nose basically rebuilt on the inside (so he can breathe) and his tonsils and uvula removed. The doc told him it'll be the worst pain he's ever been in. They want him off work for at least 3 weeks but I think it'll be a miracle if he stays home more than a week.