KG's Hideaway

7-9-09 4:57pm

Trying to deal with all of Austin's college paperwork. Good God, it's alot! Sadly, I'm thinking that I haven't seen anything yet... it's going to be worse once it gets closer to time for school to start. *sigh*

I laid in bed until 4 pm today. Can you believe that? It almost embarasses me, but then I remember that I'm "me" and it's all ok again. Craig is out at the speedway today (I'm sad that I can't work it too!!!) so I went and picked up bbq for dinner. Cousin's rocks. I could eat that shit every day!

Austin had Amanda and Brannin over last night but they were all pretty quiet so I didn't hear a thing. Craig and I were both sacked out by 11:30, I guess, and I didn't wake up until sometime late this morning. I laid in bed reading, but now I've finished ANOTHER book and have nothing left here to read. I've gone through 10 novels in 14 days. It's probably time for me to get up and move a bit, but I can't seem to muster up the energy. Blah.

Ryan doesn't have any tournaments the next two weeks. We can't go to Oregon with that team that invited her, because we have to be in Atlanta the day after the Oregon tourney ends. So that team invited her to a camp in Atlanta (with more than 200 college scouts there!) the day after the Atlanta tournament ends, and it's only $250 so she's going to do that. Plus, the cost of the camp covers her hotel and food expenses so that's really a good price. It'll mean an extra hotel cost for us, but we MIGHT leave her there and let her ride home with Allison (Craig's best friend's neice). Just don't know yet.

I'm diggin' the shit outta my Trick Daddy cd. I love "Suga Suga" and can play it over and over! I've been in that sort of mood with music lately. I will hit on one song I like and just play the hell out of it. No clue why.

Other than all this mindless stuff, the only interesting thing in my life right now is my weird ass dreams. They've been really freaky (no, not sexual you FREAK!) lately. One of them scared me so badly it woke me up. I'm used to having bad dreams. I've been diagnosed as having "night terrors" many years ago, but the severity of them combined with the frequency (3 nights in a row) has me slightly worried. They've been brutal, bloody and downright scary. Scarier than ever, really. Anytime I've had them with any frquency in the past it almost always signals some sort of rough going ahead. No, I'm not saying I'm psychic, I guess our subconscious picks up on certain things that our brain doesn't and my brain chooses to let me know about it by having scary dreams. Lovely.

Alright, time to hit the showers. Maybe I'll find something good to read afterwards! kdgr